Former NFL cheerleader Amanza Smith has been open about ‘dealing with the pain’ of trying to locate her former spouse, who disappeared in August 2019. Ralph Brown was the 140th overall pick in the 2000 NFL draft, he was selected by the New York Giants. He played for the Giants from 2000 to 2004. Smith, according to Decider, married Brown in 2010, at the tail end of his NFL days. The pair had two children together before the marriage soured sometime between 2011 and 2013.
The Selling Sunset star recently shared how she’s struggling after trying to locate her ex husband, and wrote in the caption that she was inspired by another Instagram user to share her own struggles.
“This was me last night at 4am when I couldn’t sleep because so much was on my mind,” wrote Smith, 44, saying that her purpose in sharing the snapshot was to be “honest and not pretend I’m always at the top of my game with it all.”
“It’s ok not to be ok,” she said elsewhere in the post. “Many people are afraid to be open about mental health. You all see me very strong and I appreciate so much the support I have gotten thru fans and friends for the way I carry myself thru this difficult new journey as a full time working single mom.”
Last month, she admitted on social media that she was having ‘a hard time managing’ all that she has going on.
‘I’ve been silently dealing with the pain and heartache of what is happening with this situation and the past couple weeks I’ve wiped so many tears from this little boys face. My heart hurts,’ she captioned a snap with her son.
She explained: ‘I’m angry and I’m having a hard time managing all that I have going on right now because when my children hurt I hurt.’
Amanza last saw her former NFL husband on August 26th, 2019, and the last time she spoke to him was in an email he sent her a few days later on September 1st.
Since then crickets.
Pretty sad, maybe he doesn’t want to found, or possibly he’s no longer with us.
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